The Greatness of the G Center
I have a Defined G Center. This means I know who I am and where I am going. Others cannot easily influence my identity and direction. Not only that, but I have six of the eight gates activated in my G Center. This means there is a massive influence of love and direction on who I am, where I am going, and what I am meant to embody and experience in this life. Let’s get to it!
My conscious Sun, my light, and my personality activate Gate 2, the Gate of the Direction of Self. I have an innate sense of direction and vision for my life that is not open to change. If someone isn't going in my direction, there will likely be a parting of ways. The key for me is to align to my own direction. When I do this, I inspire others to do the same. I am gifted at directing others towards what they need to pursue creative endeavors. My personality is expressed by being a visionary with a higher knowing rooted in love and beauty.
I have three activations in Gate 1: my conscious Earth and my unconscious and conscious Pluto. This gate is all about having a deep need and drive to focus on expressing myself in unique and creative ways that have nothing to do with being the best but instead wanting to live out my authentic and creative nature. I attract the attention of others and empower them to see new ways of being in the world by being happily absorbed in doing my own thing. The unique way I exemplify new ways of creatively expressing my authentic self inspires others. Earth placement is all about how we ground and balance the sun’s energy or our personality and light. As previously shared, my sun is all about inner direction and following it in a way that inspires and empowers others to do the same for themselves. I ground and balance this energy by expressing myself creatively. I have seen this play out throughout my life. From ages two to eighteen, I danced. From 18 to the present, I have renovated homes, shot photography, and shared about my life through creative means on social media. Creativity is simply a part of me. It grounds me and brings me back to myself.
Pluto placements show us where we experience transformation and find truth. I experience profound transformation by expressing my authentic self creatively, whether through writing, photography, dance, or even interior design. This is also where my truth emerges. I can truly feel my feelings while dancing. I can capture my own emotions and the emotions of others through photography. I process and learn about myself through speaking and writing.
My Unconscious Earth activates Gate 7, the Gate of leading by influence and looking forward. My Unconscious Sun activates Gate 13, the Gate of the Listener and Looking Back. This means that the part of my personality that I am unconscious of is all about being a listener and leading by being about to look back. This energy is grounded by Gate 7’s gift of seeing where things need change and looking forward. All of this happens without my conscious awareness, but others can point it out to me, thus allowing me to see and appreciate it.
My Unconscious Mars activates Gate 10, the Gate of Self-Love. Mars is an immature energy that turns into wisdom. It drives us to act. This means that I am unconsciously driven to act by the love of myself. It’s all about radical acceptance of myself. I have Gate 10 connected to Gate 20 in the Throat Center, meaning I manifest and express self-love behaviors. Without fully understanding and articulating WHY, I have walked away from things others might not have because I felt they weren’t allowing me to fully be and love myself. This includes a twelve-year relationship, a second marriage, and even my own mother. In each of those moments, I can remember thinking to myself, I love myself too much to keep doing this. THAT is Gate 10 sh*t.
My Conscious Mars activates Gate 15, the Gate of Loving Humanity, and all its extremes. Again, this is all about energy turned into wisdom and the drive to act. I believe I am able to accept others' extremes because I often feel extreme. I am passionate in both positive and negative ways. I am driven to act by the understanding that everything we do, think, and feel is all part of being human. The key for me has been accepting and honoring my own extremes. A part of this journey of life I am still maneuvering.
The struggle to fully love and accept myself has been REAL my entire life. I attribute a large chunk of it to my Completely Open Heart Center which drastically impacts my self-esteem in a negative way, as well as a handful of traumatic experiences, including incredible gaslighting, that led me to doubt myself. Now that I am on the other side of incredible hardship, I have been able to reconnect with who I know myself to really be, what I really want, and where I am going. Learning about my G Center definition and gifts in Human Design validated all that I knew myself to be and gave me my power back. And for that, I will be forever grateful.
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